Post #9

I learned so much during Friday's class. It was exactly what I was looking for and needed. My husband and I have another big decision to make concerning where we are going to work this summer. I am also 19 weeks pregnant and will be having the baby towards the end of the summer. For me, this decision was more important than other ones in the past. Usually when I would ask the Lord about something, I would just go ahead with it as long and I didn't feel anything bad. This time I have a real desire to know what the Lord thinks is best. When the Brethren come to a consensus, they move forward in full force and they feel good about it. As of now I don't feel good about either choice of mine. I can't see the benefit for me if we go this way or the other. By the end of class I realized what I wanted and needed to do in order to get my answer. I need to tell Heavenly Father all my thoughts, feelings, and concerns. Then tell Him, I don't care what the answer is, I just want to feel confident that it is the right choice so I can move forward with full force. I need His help to change my heart and feel the Spirit. I am so grateful I now understand this better. I know what as I include the Lord, He will help me to enjoy and grow from this summer's experience.